sidvicious' Journals on Buzznet http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[difference between medicine & poison is THE DOSE.]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/870261/ The Dose is a new project from me, basically a one person blog like-zine with just me. I run Killmorepress but running a staff of 8 is insanly hard, espeically with school and Vagrant work so I thought, "Hell, why don't I do something with just me?" thus THE DOSE was born. It'll include photographs, interviews, and comments on shows that I work and the crazy adventures I usual have: ie getting lost in my own town, driving around From Autumn to Ashes, getting parking tickets, getting lost across the state.
 
 
http://isthedose.blogspot.com
]]> florida from autumn to ashes music music blog taking back sunday the dose vagrant vagrant records Buzznet sidvicious 2007-08-20T16:44:00Z <![CDATA[knock knock, the cottage attack]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/782021/ interested?
http://livejournal.com/~isarealboy - open livejournal
http://myspace.com/drivebylove - friends only myspace

so about me; i'm a walking, talking, breathing contradiction, so good morning, starshine...the earth says hello! i prefer everything in excess and out of control. i'm a bit of an asshole, and tend to lie - a lot. i'm forever changing my opinions, none of which i ever really back up. i love art, music, and writing. i love watching the history channel all day and watching gore horror films from the UK. most of the time i'm pissed off and self loathing, as you can tell i'm not a good person. i drive a silver mazda named malfoy because i lean towards the dark side. i don't keep up with my personal relationships, they all fall apart. i'm vulgar yet classy, with a taste for the finer things in life. i'm loud, impulsive and tend to steal things left and right. i'm always on my sidekick and like to ignore people, most people call me alexa but i'm always known as lux.

i eat only sushi and ceral since that's all i can afford, i currenly live in a 5 bedroom/4 bathroom house on the beach alone. it's devoid of all things but my bed and artwork. i love zombies, vampires, werewolves and russian films. subtitles in movies. i you were to look inside my car you'd only see Vagrant albums since i only support them. i live at barnes and nobles and starbucks. i love taking polaroids of people i barely know to add to my wall. i do work for Vagrant Records and used to work for Fearless Records. i run my own small zine out of my large house and am the editor and head photographer.


 

 

 

]]> fearless records get to know me malfoy the mazda public livejournal account vagrant records zombies Buzznet sidvicious 2007-08-08T10:00:00Z <![CDATA[working warped tour.]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/677071/ I'm sick, it's a bummer to mother fuckers but totally worth th pain now.

 

Warped was pretty amazing, made some good friends saw some good bands on top of all of everything and shit I would do the rest of the tour if I could.

]]> Buzznet sidvicious 2007-07-24T10:42:00Z <![CDATA[Sluttering, kicking and screaming]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/537881/ Blah, blah, blah. A four day weekend vacation yielded nothing at all. I worked a lot for nothing. 

What's wrong panda bear? (commercials) Whatev.

I'm not liking hardly anyone right now, and holding onto the relationships I do have is hard. And it's not like I'm burying myself in studying before finals or anything. I still have two projects yet to complete, both of them already late. And I have no excuses. And I can't fucking sleep right now but, of course, I'm doing nothing productive. I just want out. I want out right now. I'm so tired of dreaming, though. My only escape tends to leave me with an overwhelming feeling of dullness and makes me an absolute dimwit. And then my allergies enhance the feeling that I'm fucked up and I'm just growing more and more bored with the world around me.

I thought I'd miss Warped Tour this year, but as it turns out I'll actually be able to work Jacksonville, Orlando, and St. Pete (hopefully) for Vagrant Records. I hate knowing I have to drive to all those places. The Emanuel/Alexisonfire/Boys Night Out show in on the 18th at the Social, I have to make sure I call Kelly about getting in early to merch the venue ummm the next day I have to be in Jacksonville, when am I sleeping?


And my life used to be filled with so much activity.

 

 

]]> alexisonfire boys night out emanuel ferret records jacksonville date june orlando the social vagrant records when's warped tour? Buzznet sidvicious 2007-07-03T18:43:00Z <![CDATA[hey, thanks.]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/507061/ I've been sort of un-impressed by lots of things and people lately. I like it when people talk to me completely trashed. It might be an interesting career move from a photographer to a bartender.

Honestly, I don't know if I just screwed up my college plans by completely spacing my advisement meeting. I think I like to take the more difficult path. Some of the music I've heard lately has almost made me laugh. I'm looking for originality lately, buddy, and passion, not a fucking sure fire way to get laid. I'm sick of love song after love song playing on this radio. There's more to life than intimate love. I don't know why I've been so immune to that feeling.

It's easy to love how I do, just, see what's good in people, and see that they're doing their absolute best. But, see, when you're fucking lying about everything to make yourself look better and hide your faults, you're not doing what's best for yourself. I know you know better, so stop. And you're forcing me into the defensive. When you're using my misfortune to make your world a better place, you're contributing to this society of stale hate and fluorescent light. I can see it but not everyone can. I mean, do you want to be loved through electric impulses, or through a real, burning fire? I don't know. I wouldn't mind if I'm not loved at all, as long as I'm not being held down by someone like you. Go back to the mic and go back to signing whatever you fucking call it.

And, on a side-note, I'm getting rather sick of the government, too.]]> fall out boy government music panic!at the disco record labels the academy is... Buzznet sidvicious 2007-06-29T12:39:00Z <![CDATA[polaroids]]> http://sidvicious.buzznet.com/user/journal/138784/ I'm still mad at buzznet for taking away my old account and giving it to underoath for their band profile.

I don't have any idea how to really use this. Buy the new From Autumn to Ashes cd coming out April 11, and don't download it from the web. That's fucking lame.

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